Sunday 30 September 2007
{ 12:10:00 }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST FADHLI!
gawd, can you imagine my brother who was once so short & suddenly..
bamm! he's way taller than me.. even to the extend of being taller than my dad!
glad tat he's 16 years old now & maturing faster each day..
praying tat you'll score for the upcoming O' Levels ((:
&& please, talk.. dont grunt at home. i dont wanna kene nagged by ibu k..
goin to sentosa with 'danial' later (:
{ 03:20:00 }
went out with skudai to watch 'balls of fury' at cathay yesterday.
we book the tickets 1st then go fr dinner at KFC. chicken!!
aftr being so bloated & we have to wait fr a long time fr the movie..
therefore, decided to sit at the area behind the mrt station.
crapping the entire time before heading back to cathay.
the movie cracked me up especially abt the gay thingy.. hehe!
then he send me home since i gotta meet jamal & ipul.
haha! known each other since my sec 3 days.. they're like my siblings.
well, certain things are better left unsaid. well, i hangout with them till 2am.
since i was so tired from coming home late these days..
im a busy person (yeah right! doink~*)
im off to bed, too lethargic now. nights my angels..
Thursday 27 September 2007
{ 01:54:00 }
jus came home frm meeting skudai.. go geylang.not the red light one okay?
i came to bishan stadium to watch his match SAF vs HOME yesterday..
of all places, i bump into cousin dearest.. etty!
she was with her friend, su to watch their boyfriends.. hahaha!!
so kecorable seyy.. SAF won, haha! HOME lost by 1. but it was a fair game..
shockingly, i found out tat epi, etty bf was skudai's bestfriend since secondary days..
hahaahahaha! so many links de.. haiyoo. aftr the match, skudai decide to go geylang.
cos he was hungry, craving fr burger ramli.. he sit on his bike to eat tat burger.
kuku! can mkn tmpt lain wat.. done, we chillout near my area before i went home.
Sunday 23 September 2007
{ 05:32:00 }
yesterday was a fabolous night! memorable day..
loved it.
went nenek house to break fast..
i love family's get togethers ((:
i wasnt so very hungry so i ate very little.
surprised right? i know, me too!
sis took my pictures too at nenek's house ((:
hafiz & i left nenek's place at 8:30pm cos we had plans. sorry!
catch up with him while walking to mrt station..
sweet of him to send me undr my blk with his friend((:i quickly head fr a shower, took 15min to make up,
messed up my hair & dressed in my new top.
its a v-day gift frm a pri sch admirer :))
rushed out the house to meet cheryl & friend,
ricky at bukit batok station.
she's looks attractive ((=
work it girl!! board the train & met sammie,
victor & a guyfriend at clarke quay.
i miss sammie! )): victor still looks good. nuff said.
we came under alex cos it's his birthday celebration.
wohoo!!
we attacked alvin, photoguy.. for loads of spotshots!
we girls head to the toilet
to beautify ourselves before hitting the dancefloor.
shit, saw yusri again.
its like he's always there when i club.
heads kept turning, people winking when we walked past..
were we so stunning? i dont know.
but i do know we came here to party!!
got to know roy.
we cant wait to dance our night away..
sam & i hit the poles! cheeky.
we managed to get the lounge
so we sat there when we're exhausted.
roy bought us drinks & yusri
kept coming over..
by 2am its just sammie cheryl victor roy & me.
cheryl was upset over a certain someone
but i shall keep it confidential.
well, a whosgoing fren was to meet me but he's yet to arrive.
nick's odinn, profile name's isham
but he said his name was danial. huh?
nvm. none of the girls wanted to get drunk
so roy bought mineral H2O.
'danial' msged tat he's reached.
good but how does he look like? i dont know.
haha.. i didnt remember who exactly he was.
im supposed to meet dozens of whosgoing people tat day.
so tis mixed blood looking guy came.. danial. hah!
he offered me jim bean cola. wtf. i dont drink.
appparently, he doesnt take 'NO' fr an answer.
he told me the drink was solely mine, no sharing.
it was hard convincing him tat i ended up drinking
half of the content before passing it to roy.
tis guy's english was fluent,
i couldnt distinguish wats his race. heck.
chat fr awhile before dancing again.
yusri kept staring when i conversed with 'danial'.
we danced till our feet hurt.. by 4am we decide to go home.
left 'danial' without goodbye. dammit!
well, he'll understand ((: *i suppose*
i need some sleep so dont bother.
Saturday 22 September 2007
{ 02:51:00 }
suppose to meet taufiq frm whosgoing in geylang but was too late.
so he was home by then. shit! a cute hawt graduate who works
somewhere near clarke quay. amazing!
his office has a great view, overlooking clarke quay & gmax!! nvm.
later aftrnoon going nenek minah's house in bukit merah ((: miss her!
kk, so we went geylang fr the first time tis year.. hate it.
the reasons:-
1. its too cramped up..
2. so many mats & minahs
3. people asking fr my number
4. bumping into people im tryna avoid.. ugh!!
that's about it.
Wednesday 19 September 2007
{ 10:44:00 }
i've got some fcuked up idiot who kept smsing me since yesterday..
he said he love me when i dont even know me!!
today, i found him under the blk..
begging to send me to work. fcuking retard!!
i cant do much so i ignore him..
in the train i saw faizal, a guy i knew back in sec 3.
this bloody moron did told faizal that im his GIRL! ugh.
so syiok sendiri laa.. cermin your face first lor.
you dont fit the bill to even be my potential bf.
ok? fuck off. get a life, so matrep!
Tuesday 18 September 2007
{ 13:15:00 }
eversince the 12sept event, i drifted away from rizal..
no more late nights conversations.. no sms asking where i went.
no more,' b, i miss u'.. it seem as though the chemistry we had was gone, totally.
was my mistakes.. should have made a choice. devastated.
hafiz has moved on i guess.. i blame myself for being so capricious!
well, no point lamenting on it. he's probably found someone else.. (sigh!)
im gonna revise for my exams later.. must keep revising!! ((:
lately, i've been receiving loads of good morning msgs from new friends.
thank you for brightening up my days precious!! *kissesFROMme((:
Saturday 15 September 2007
{ 06:16:00 }
ok, working at NTU literally sucks. lack of communication!! wat a pain.
i know its fasting month but tat doesnt mean i cant talk. wtf.
yesterday's my 2nd day.. thank goodness today's saturday!!
i club yet again yesterday at velvet dragon@central mall.
1st time there & love the vibes tat i was getting.. saw yusri, damn!
ungku took a spotshot of us.. ungku goodphotoguy!
came there with wan aka skudai undr jon's guestlist (thank you!)
dance ard fr awhile then decided to go off cos the crowd
wasnt happening at all though its 2am.
so we ride off to woodlands to meet hafiz & a girlfriend..
felt a twitch of jealousy when i saw him snuggling with the girl.
went to get my family breakfast again before skudai sent me home.
a peck on the cheek goodnight, sahur & now going to sleep.
yesterday was nadiah's birthday *cries* im missing you girlfriend!
Thursday 13 September 2007
{ 06:50:00 }
aftr yesterday's work annoyance.. rushed home to get changed
cos i promise to meet rizal & hafiz..
its was an event held at smoove; ministry of sound.
i came there by cab ard 10pm+
rushed thru makeup & dressing but i still looked acceptable so its good ((:
came & met rizal with his friend 1st..
he had to go off with the RSGians so he kissed me goodbye.
promising to meet later in the club.. then bump into hafiz seconds later.
ps. both of them are frm the same school - ite dover. coincidences kills!
so went fr dinner cum supper at liat towers with hafiz, naim & wan..
haha! made new friends.. surprisingly, saw amin fr the 1st time!!
so kudut!! saw rizal again, called out to him but he turned & walked away.
why?.. )): aftr eating, we went in. smoove was damn crowded.
glad to see loads of familiar faces.. got spotshot by ungku ((: thanks dear!
since wan was sleepy, naim accompanied him.
amin was stepping up the dancefloor. you go boy!! woah!
on the way to the cage with hafiz, i met jon fr the 1st time!
haha.. hey jonjon (:
in the cage, didnt feel like dancing initially till hafiz start showing his moves.
so decide to tame him by pushing him against the cage &
put my left leg over his right thigh..
he kept blushing tat it looked so adorable.. thank god he wasnt my bf..
if not i wont have kissed him & say,'boy, you're so tasty!'
haha.. we hangout at smoove frm 12 - 2am before heading to main arena.
didnt really like the trance but was cool watching the shuffles..
gotta learn!! ((: while hafiz was busy dancing, took pics with jonjon ((:
haha! chat a lil with him before deciding to meet rizal.
unfortunately, he left fr home alrdy. damn. so i msged jon to come over.
dance with jon in smoove & many mats were glaring at us..
4am came so decided to head home. jon was hungry so we went mCdonalds.
glad tat i saw herme.. he jus came back frm work. miss you silly!
jon decided to send me home.. aaawww~* thanks darls.
my family wanted breakfast frm mCdonalds & jon
volunteered to pay though i had $$$.
once again, thanks jon! we walked frm bukit batok ctrl to my place..
a friendly hug vice-versa.. good day. im sleepy. *yawns*
"SELAMAT BERPUASE!!"
Wednesday 12 September 2007
{ 17:30:00 }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST FIRZANAH!!!
my sis is finally 11 years old though she acts like a baby.
anyway, akak wish you all the best in everything you do & stop being silly.
pray tat you'll pass your final exams & learn tat
studies is more important than song lyrics k?
btw, dont be so sensitive cos ITS IRRITATING ME!! haha.. ((:
wat a day! 1st day of work.. scary! there's no teenagers or at least young adult.
everyone's above 30 years of age..
i sense boredom & lack of communication in the near future.
gawd, the paperwork's fine but nobody gives me any instruction on wat to do.
they chuck the papers on my in tray & when i ask wat am i suppose to do.
isit filing or key in data, the response i got was..' i dont know ley..'
KNN CCB. so frustrating.. the least you could do was to tell me wat to do.
done complaining. period.
Tuesday 11 September 2007
{ 22:38:00 }
was bored to death today & coincidently yusri whosgoing sms me..
he ends at 5pm & its at ite bukit batok, i agree to meet him.
met him & his friend at keming pri bus stop.. board 174 to boon lay.
so not my type of guy.. oops! eheh.. we board another bus to his residential area.
wat a small world!! his friends jus happens to be zaf's friends too! wth!!
so i accompany him til the lift landing of his blk
while he collect tickets fr tomorrow's event.
waited fr him to freshen up before goin to town to meet edison, gf & friends.
somehow tis yusri is so flirtatious! a total turn-off.
it was boring going out with him.. not much conversation.
all he wanted was to hug me..
erk! retarded fool. are all guys who plays fr singapore soccer team like this?
anyway, i decided to go off & meet rizal aftr work
so i wont need to endure yusri.
rizal always had tat face tat welcomed & warms me instantly..
sweetheart. spend the bus ride listening to psp & criticising people.. ((:
send me off under the blk.. hmm, i'll leave the rest
of the details for you to fill in.. ((:
pleasant dreams.
Monday 10 September 2007
{ 12:23:00 }
interview at NTU today for the position of finance admin assistant..
once again, im scared stiff *geez dee, its not like its the
1st time you go for an interview*
this was shity cos my interview was at 9am so left the house
around 7am to catch a train to boon lay.
its an exceptionally cold morning.. at jurong east platform,
i felt like crying when i saw JTC summit.
loved that workplace but im under an agency so
NTU's the new assignment.. (sigh!)
reached boon lay by 7:30am & to my surprise, 179 had blardy long queue!!!
its started from the exit of the mrt which is
way way before berth 1 til berth 9 or 10.wtf!!
at least the bus cam every 5min or so.. nervousness made me call adi.
a friend since sec 3.
chat with him from the interchange to NTU to let the anxiousness subside.
ended conversation at 8:15am before im make my
way through Canteen A to admin building.
was interview by Mr Tan Hock Guan who prefers
to be addressed as hock guan. ugh!
it was a brief interview & was told to wait for his call on wednesday afternoon.
im done! so left NTU for home.. & its only 10:45am. so fast sia..
haha! im off to bed. goodnoon!
Sunday 9 September 2007
{ 23:59:00 }
accompanied zaf to window shop in beach road..
i lend him cash to buy his bermudas.
err, mistake. then head to bugis cos i needed to buy a dress ((=
niwae, after that we head to town.. we ate the XXXL chicken in fareast plaza..
then spent our time talking near the bubble tea shop.. took some pictures..
hmm, each time i meet him. there's this tiny sparks that occurs.
wat isit? i dont wanna ponder. am i giving him the wrong signals??
after i went to meet rizal near his area to talk over certain misunderstandings..
(sigh!) he fetched me from the bus stop & we didnt talk much..
he ask me to accompany him to wheelock to get his ciggies..
took a cab there & still, silence.
done witht the ciggies, we board 174..
finally, we converse after teasing each other & listening to psp.
sent me under my blk, kissed me goodnight & say ' love you, take care.
i'll msg when im home'.
& he gave the most sweetest smile.. * he walks away, leaving me breathless*
have i fallen for him. the guy who constantly cheer me up during our conversations..
gosh! im playing with people's hearts!.. *sobbs uncontrollably*
hafiz: the sweet sarpino's pizza guy.. zafri: the irritating cute guy & now,
rizal, the guy who left me sleepless back in pri sch & treasure right now..
who will i choose?..
Friday 7 September 2007
{ 23:42:00 }
went out with achit brown.. haha! a friend from whosgoing
a amiable guy.. we took neoprints at heeren before
he accompanied me on my shopping spree..
we sat & chat in starbucks@paragon. talk about our lives..
somehow, we shouldnt have started a coversation about BGR.
tats when it started (sigh!) he told me that he fell in love with me!!
i know we've chatted alot of times before but LOVE?
tats out of the league.
are you sure? tink about it.. beep me when u're done. weird.
Thursday 6 September 2007
{ 04:54:00 }
headed to club yesterday cheryl & friend, pam frm st margs..
we werent sure of where to go 1st so planned on Obar but doubt we could get in..
niwae, went to cheeky instead fr a drink.
we got lost at clarke quay station so flagged a cab there.
reached cheeky & met 2 other st margs girls.. lots has changed((=
went in, 1 of them ordered sprite vodka & it didnt taste of alcohol.
its free flow anyway. heck! tgrab so chocolate before flagging fr another cab.
along the way, saw zilla at the coffee shop opposite phunk bar. of all places!
got the cab & head to zouk.. the person didnt even check our i/c. kuku!
so in phuture, we met pam's friend: 2 guys & 2 babes.
stood by cheryl all night long.. we danced, popped, grind.
phuture was darned pack & we couldnt really dance.
a sizzling hot chinese guy asked for my num but i had to go.. damn.
sorry dear ): the 3 babes went mia so we went over to zouk..
the music was those of 'grease'.. haha! so 8Os. mum & dad's era..
cheryl & i left zouk fr air. rizal msged, he seemed to be scared tat im clubbing.
chat with him for a while then back in phuture.
the 2 guys called us over to zouk & bought us a drink.. we took pictures!! ((:
guess cheryl & i was pressured cos we kept dancing the night away..
played games with the guys before thanking them & leaving to look for pam tan.
tis time, we didnt care whether its was crowded so we danced our way through..
i must have danced too provocatively cos a super attractive malay guy came by.
the bad thing was he was totally erected when he came to my rear. shithead!
he's moves were sensual.. we've met many times before but never exchanged contact.
we only bump into each other occasionally in phuture.. his name was syam ((=
danced with him.. he loved going down south..
for the 1st time, we exchanged a most inflamed kiss.. saucy. ouch!
the surprise was he did have my num from my pri sch gf.. hehe!!
he had to rush off awhile after the kiss. his mum called him. shucks!
well, i then danced with pamela's guyfriend.
he kept praising me.. im not a good dancer sweety. pretty much a beginner ((=
we had a fair share of guys that morning.
club closed at 3am so we head down to petrol kiosk for mineral H2O.
board the cab & now im home. just showered & good morning! muacks*
Wednesday 5 September 2007
{ 17:49:00 }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN,
MUHAMMAD SAIFUDDIN!!
k, im meeting hafiz fr awhile before clubbing.
long time no see him. haha! ((:
will be clubbing with cheryl later!! ((:
cant wait. its been a long time since i've catched up with her.
how i wish secondary school wasnt over..
she's my gorgeous classmate since sec 1.
we've seen each other morphed.. haha! see you later girlfriend!! ((=
Tuesday 4 September 2007
{ 20:03:00 }
didnt come to work.. 1stly cos i came home at 2am+.
2ndly, i had migraine & fever..
regretted cos its my last day at work & im not there..
gosh! imagine all the nice food everyone has cooked for me &
kak fiza fr our last day.
wasted!! im stupid for falling sick. (sigh!)
guess i fell sick due to tat couple who came to the cdc yesterday.
they stank terribly till i vomited blood. ass.
anyway, im so gonna miss eu people & the giler giler times we had.
i'll come by soon.. the 1mth we had was fantastic! thank you fr everything.
thoughtful ewan came over to collect my timesheet & staff pass..
he had it passed to manager, pepsi & human resource, laura.
THANK YOU ewan! ((=
some pictures while working in SwCdC.. *sobbs*
gonna rest at home since im clubbing tomorrow! nuff said. love you ppl! ((:
{ 03:01:00 }
went out with rizal aftr work yesterday ((=
he's skinny! nvm. still uberr hawt!
anyways, liked the way his character appeals to me.
a guy who seldom smiles but when he does, you'll melt.
he's got tat casanova aura.. if tats the way to put it.
we have had late nights conversations since the 1st meeting.
a surge of chemistry but i wont pursue.. im a girl! durh!!
head to vivocity, had dinner at LJS.. he's freaking adorable *flushed*
we watched '1408'. a thriller kinda movie, very intriguing..
the movie started at 9:55pm so we predicted tat it'll end around 11pm.
plus minus tat. so movie went on & both didnt check our watches.
at 1 pt when he turned to looked at me, i turned to look back.
i was surprised by an intense kiss on the lips.. i pulled away, sheepishly.
change my focus to the movie & i felt blood rushing to my cheeks!!
it was pretty obvious cos he asked why im blushing! embarrassed.
time check aftr movie was almost 1am!! both of us were shocked! (:
so we rushed to the bus stop & thankfully, 61 was still around.
waited for the bus & he kept staring at me.. im a shy person by nature.
i turned away to avoid eye contact. bus came, chatted awhile in the bus..
talked abt school & club. soon we were in bukit batok.
he sent me until my blk.. hugged & kissed me gdnight before leaving..
sweet.. am i infactuated?! only god knows.. loves.
Saturday 1 September 2007
{ 21:59:00 }
my gawd, we wore the same colour! RED! now ppl tink we're a couple..
a cutie he is, waiting fr me near my blk ((:
we headed to town, walk around.. had luch at fareast plaza ((=
met his friend, mandek, later on at cineleisure..
both had almost similar character. they're full of nonsense.
they seem kinda matrep though. shit!
mandek was funny cos he disturbed 1 aunty working in LJS.
haha! poor her.
then head to heeren.. initially, it was just soccer buddies.
then a diff grp.tats when i felt like going home cos they hangout with mats.
farking hate it!! im not against matrep but prefer not to be around them.
so i told zaf that i wanted to go off but it was sweet of him to leave them
just so he could hangout with me. aaaawwww~*
we board the train then alight at khatib cos he's going to relative's place..
the chemistry was so peculiar. i cant distinguish it at all..
hmm.. lets leave it at that~*
