Wednesday, 7 November 2007
{ 14:24:00 }
a chilly wednesday morning somehow perfectly blended
into the loneliness tat i felt..
i 've been enduring, fighting back the tears since we said gdbye..
tat big assuring hug (sigh!) tranquility aint the word fr today.
kept drifting in & out of sleep.. our night span was way too short..
yar, i know its frm 9am yesterday til 7am but it went by hastily..
(pick me up aftr exam, had breakfast at NTU, relax at your house,etc.)
but the intensity of sadness vanquished me when i tink of your departure..
ouh why?.. why cant i just oblige to it? wouldnt tat make me less flustered..
wat a fool im becoming. sugar, forgive me fr being such a weakling..
cant even bring myself to rply when you told me u'll be leaving fr 2mths!
spent yesterday with his family at ICA to get their passports.
it was sweet of him to drive me home cos i wanted to shower (i felt sticky!)
was given 15min to freshen up which end up with me obtusely taking
30min (im so sorry fr the delay! though i must admit tat
being able to makeup & get dressed so fast was a charm!)
we proceed to tanjong pagar railway for dinner..
i had numerous titillating conversation with his parents especially his dad.
well, im extremely contented with the way tings are now ((=
(sigh!) honey, how i wish tat u're still beside me..
cracking me up with your silly faces, your beguiling smile..
now im left with the neoprints, memories & your darling lappie..
aaaww, sugar ImissYOU so much! & IT HASNT EVEN BEEN A DAY!!
GOD, please watch over him.. i want nothing bad to befall my precious..
iLOVEhim so very much *sobb* its just a slight change from a month to 2.
ahahaha.. *cries* just gotta adapt unwillingly then (smacking my head!)
how i wish i hadnt fall asleep even for a split second. wasted.
shouldnt have taken a nap in the car to sembawang park
nor fall asleep around 5am after eating nuggets & fries*boohoo*
there's no point regretting. i need an organiser for the 2months..
i'll put your HOMEteam card to good use k sugar? (=
as for now, im gonna take a quick shower.
once done, i'll carry lightweights while watching kenichi!
hopefully everything runs smoothly so you can return home sooner..
if i experience halcyon days i'll come by your place (smiles widely!)
alright then, off to my tasks! BIGhugsBIGkisses* takecare sugar!
