

i cant make it to the course that i want in poly
due to my science results..
dead meat. retaking never paid off..
i simply suck at the whole subject!
i dont wanna apply for ITE buti have to..
its something that ive always dreaded.
i can visualize the upcoming problems i'll be facing..shit fcuk!
ive no mood, no mood.
waiting for results is killing me! torture.-
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to think that i am so dumb? stupid? hopeless like fcuk?! urgh!