Friday, 7 March 2008
{ 10:46:00 }
life circumstances, for sure..
has taken us & our relationship for a bumpy ride.
dont you agree, sugar? hmm..
january & not forgetting, february.
these two months has been a test of patience..
when i say patience, i literally mean it.
we've got conflicting views on loads of issues..
& debating has been our 'vibe' since the 2nd date.
on a few occasions,
our misunderstandings almost drove us close to insanity
or even, a life-has-to-go-on route..
well, everything in this world works both ways.
so, compromising became an important word in our dictionary.
gosh, i wonder how we managed that.
being an adolescent,
its always been a thrill to venture into the unknowns.
getting advice from the experienced ones isnt so captivating.
so i tend to brush it aside & carry on with my plan.
& then, like he says," shit happens."
im finally able to feel how its like to be loved.
by someone besides my family, relatives & bestfriends..
the feeling of being secured & comfortable with myself.
having someone who appreciates the finest things in life.
someone i could look up to as my role model..
someone who is not afraid of sharing his thoughts though it may hurt..
a person whom i could see my future with..
words truly cant describe how it feels to have him in my life.
i wont want anything to replace this phase.
though i may be a teenager, i was never treated like one.
at times when external factors cause chaos in my mind,
the only thing i needed to do was to look at him..
& without realisation, serenity cleanses my thoughts.
i look forward to each day, just wishing to see him again..
the face that makes me despise & love him at the same time..
the childish & mature side to his characters & conversations.
it pleases me.. just to be there, beside him..
listening to everything single thing he has to say.
ouh sugar, why must you be so adorably irresistible?
huh? cant stand it.. i just wish i could be with you 24/7.
whatever it is.. i love you so very much.
i appreciate every single thing that you've showered me.
i wont want to trade anything for all this..
thanks mrKuKu aka MrHaTe (=
muaCks! BIGhugs&kisses!!
gdmorning to my lovely readers ((:
& dear GOD, you are indeed ALMIGHTY.
thanks for my life, family, nadiah & isham.
loved.
