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Baby, don't say goodbye.


about me .


♫♪♥A²DeeLA™
TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989
gemini the twins
BuKit View Pri
St. MarGaret'S sEc
ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti)
please leave if you despise me ((:
i love my baby, so quit trying-


precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:

accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music.
cooking.household chores.gym trainings.
making new friends((:
chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys.
tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps-
mascaras&eyeliners
everlast.adidas.nike.
chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings.
charles&keith.heatwave.
mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!


tagboard .


execrated .
deceived
emotional abuse! *shriek-
traumatic incidents
overwhelmed by questions
falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal
being treated like a fool
being TOO fickle
desperate guys*major turnoff!*
ending up cashless
treachery
backstabbed?
being disconsolidated
clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):


desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D
lose weight & shape up
paramour, sincerely for keeping
new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved
dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing
erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (:
karaoke-ing
learn to eradicate irritants from life
change my room decor ((:
bowling? pool?


goals/achievements .
keeping this relationship alive
get into a arts & sports cca
ite Student Council
lose weight to 48kg or toned up
bday gift hunting!help-
'A's my results,'B's at least
vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship *wishing-
find a stable career!
engagement? marriage?!


links .
AdeQ AdeQ AdeQ Adam Etty Zach Cheryl Kak ZyZy Sammie Ewin Azza Tammy Ezah Ally Amalina Amber Chloe Faiz Farhana Ivey Mahera Naomi Sabrina Suat Eya Sharin Sharina Dayana Prada Syasya Richard Jason Pereira Shahrul Adam Aidil Colin Hasrul Hasan Hui Ting Syazwani Ila Syerzan Fye Student Council Natalie Azura Farah Nimo Aaron Atiqah Dion Doreen Ezekiel FarahLiyana Indra Mastura Sharon Suliana Syuhana Kai Wani Sakinah Fazli Mudathir Nas Nasri Syahirul Fazul Alif Qaiyyum Zahier JieJun
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melodies .



archives .

August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009

Monday, 3 March 2008 { 00:46:00 }

a mixture of feelings.
gosh!*
ive yet to get my thoughts all straighten out.

what happened just now was a complete misunderstanding.
and its all thanks to agitation that i made that decision.
i shouldnt have brought up the issue, at all. *sigh*

still, you know how much i love you and that i cant bear to leave you.
i know how much i needed you, like you needed me.
i cant bear to let you go at all..

perhaps, i should consider a time off.
we've got into many misunderstandings lately..
with everything on my mind, time is never enough sugar.

so sorry sweetheart..
i truly am.

now i justcant stop thinking of the future..our future.
ive yet to apply for the jobs.
just in case i cant get the course i want..
partly because im feeling like a goner...