♫♪♥A²DeeLA™
TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989
gemini the twins
BuKit View Pri
St. MarGaret'S sEc
ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti)
please leave if you despise me ((:
i love my baby, so quit trying-

GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:

accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music.
cooking.household chores.gym trainings.
making new friends((:
chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys.
tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps-
mascaras&eyeliners
everlast.adidas.nike.
chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings.
charles&keith.heatwave.
mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!

deceived
emotional abuse! *shriek-
traumatic incidents
overwhelmed by questions
falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal
being treated like a fool
being TOO fickle
desperate guys*major turnoff!*
ending up cashless
treachery
backstabbed?
being disconsolidated
clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):

meeting my baby, someday :D
lose weight & shape up
paramour, sincerely for keeping
new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved
dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing
erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (:
karaoke-ing
learn to eradicate irritants from life
change my room decor ((:
bowling? pool?

keeping this relationship alive
get into a arts & sports cca
ite Student Council
lose weight to 48kg or toned up
bday gift hunting!help-
'A's my results,'B's at least
vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship *wishing-
find a stable career!
engagement? marriage?!

LOVERS & FRIENDS

Whenever im left all alone, I'll ponder
I know i may not be the 'perfect' friend
& i know too well i may not be the 'ideal' lover
So here's what i have to say before hand

Ive had friendships broken too many times
& Relationships wrecked at the same time
Maybe ive mishandled something so fragile
& Lost control of the ship and got it shipwrecked

As i stared at the broken pieces that lay before me
I know i got the word 'failure' written all over my face
As i looked at those lives whom ive left from that shipwreck
I know i got the word 'betrayer' written all over me

So why do i have to be the cause of all this?
Is this just meant to be or is god making me see
The real truth if its worth the risk
To go through such obstacles patiently

So i prayed hard for god to give me strength
To get back up on my small two feet
Giving me the chance to prove that im no weakling
Be it being a friend or a lover to somebody

I may not be the 'perfect' friend
But this time i'll try to be
the one you can count on
I may not be the 'ideal' lover
But this time i'll try to be
the one you'll fall in love with.

Lovers and Friends.

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BELIEVING

If 'Seeing is Believing' then i'll believe what i see
If there are such things as 'Love At First Sight'
Then i'll believe that Love do exists

But what if i lost my sight and blindness came upon me
Should i not believe in something called love cause i couldnt see?
Handicapped i'll forever be Hand over the walking stick to me

Thousands of questions came across my mind When will i ever see?
How could i believe again Or should i just let it be?
Hoped and prayed hard for a miracle to happen immediately

Somehow your voice came out of nowhere and sang to me a melody
It gave me goosebumps and sleeplessnights wondering who you might be
I told myself that you may be more to a dream than reality
Everytime I closed my eyes its only darkness i see

Its like youve never been a dream but something tells me youre for real
But how am i supposed to believe that youre not just a voice in my head
So talk to me and tell me who you are or hold my hand so that i can feel
To believe that youre real for this time before its a little too late