♫♪♥A²DeeLA™ TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989 gemini the twins BuKit View Pri St. MarGaret'S sEc ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti) please leave if you despise me ((: i love my baby, so quit trying-
precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:
accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music. cooking.household chores.gym trainings. making new friends((: chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys. tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps- mascaras&eyeliners everlast.adidas.nike. chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings. charles&keith.heatwave. mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!
tagboard .
execrated .
deceived emotional abuse!*shriek-
traumatic incidents overwhelmed by questions falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal being treated like a fool being TOO fickle desperateguys*major turnoff!* ending up cashless treachery
backstabbed? being disconsolidated clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):
desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D lose weight & shape up paramour, sincerely for keeping new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (: karaoke-ing learn to eradicate irritants from life change my room decor ((: bowling? pool?
goals/achievements .
keeping this relationshipalive
get into aarts& sports cca iteStudent Council lose weight to 48kg or toned up bday gift hunting!help- 'A's my results,'B's at least vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship*wishing-
find a stable career! engagement? marriage?!
whats up with guys? whats up with parents? whats up with school these days?
a week has passed since school commenced. somehow, i can seem to find any sense of belonging. many things have been going on and i havent the mood to blog about it. im just typing away to keep my mind off things.
ive found a group of classmates who i could see working with for my entire stay in ITE. i enjoy their company so so much! (= basically, they're the ones that truly brightens up my day lately. i feel so excited to come to school just to see them all bubbly, talking away about their eye-candies or anything, in fact.
family and i are relatively on good terms.. slight misunderstandings like who messed up my dressing table, my pillows disappearing from my bed, etc. i dont have mood swings or bad temper, but i hate it when people re-arranges my stuffs..
apparently, boyfie and i have been arguing a lot lately. the thing is, its over lame issues. petty issues i must say. i cant seem to get him to understand that im tryna cope with a new environment. he seems to disapprove of many things that i do, thought its okayy with my parents. i know that we both have just started a whole new commitment but that doesnt mean we would stray apart..
i really wanna make it for a HNitec Cert. ive already wasted a year retaking my 'O's.. ive no more time. i just wish and hope he'll gimme a lil more time to adapt. and i just wish he knew that raising his voive by notch, wont make me listen to him or focus on the conversation. a calm presence with patient and encouraging words, helps. a lot.
im heading to bed, im too pressure by all this factors of keep the relationship alive. i dont wanna lose him.. neither do i wanna lose myself and end up in a mental asylum. goodnight loves-.
