♫♪♥A²DeeLA™ TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989 gemini the twins BuKit View Pri St. MarGaret'S sEc ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti) please leave if you despise me ((: i love my baby, so quit trying-
precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:
accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music. cooking.household chores.gym trainings. making new friends((: chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys. tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps- mascaras&eyeliners everlast.adidas.nike. chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings. charles&keith.heatwave. mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!
tagboard .
execrated .
deceived emotional abuse!*shriek-
traumatic incidents overwhelmed by questions falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal being treated like a fool being TOO fickle desperateguys*major turnoff!* ending up cashless treachery
backstabbed? being disconsolidated clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):
desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D lose weight & shape up paramour, sincerely for keeping new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (: karaoke-ing learn to eradicate irritants from life change my room decor ((: bowling? pool?
goals/achievements .
keeping this relationshipalive
get into aarts& sports cca iteStudent Council lose weight to 48kg or toned up bday gift hunting!help- 'A's my results,'B's at least vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship*wishing-
find a stable career! engagement? marriage?!
im stuck at home, with nothing to do.. my family already left to send my grandma & aunt to the airport. i just didnt felt like going.. aint sure why either..
i deeply miss my sugar, i cant help thinking bout him.. its scary. this feeling thats overwhelming me. is it really, truly love? or is it just a fantasy that im made to believe?
im not too sure myself.. but.. what is love anyway? how does it feel to be in love? i havent got a clue.. never did, i suppose. *sigh*
one thing's for sure, i truly cherished every single things that he's done for me.. he might think that it meant nothing, but it sure did cause a deep impact in my life..
recollecting on all the events that took place between us.. before we became a couple.. brought great joy. though there may be tremendous ups & downs.. & moments that i feel like letting go, i simply cant.
he's simply too precious to let go.. after an argument, just lying beside him & looking at him.. brings my heart at ease (i cant help but cry right now..) sometimes its hard to say how i feel but,.. i dont how to express my gratitude of having him in my life..
well, i cant stop tearing right now.. i'm gonna wash up then give him a wake up msg. hopefully it doesnt rain when we meet later.. thank you sugar for showing & teaching me something that ive never knew nor felt before... -.
to that girl, problem finally solved? nope. still hasnt.. an apology is accepted. but trust? drop that chapter.
