Thursday, 8 May 2008
{ 21:39:00 }
Seriously, staying up in the middle of the night is what i have been doing lately.
I tend to sleep while doing something or doze off during conversations. I am really bad at keeping myself awake, as for some people may have known. So this week has been an average for me.
Its really scary when time goes by in a wink . So much to do, So little time.
Practically, I have no idea of what to post tonight so I'll just ramble my way through this post.
For some of you who thinks that Im having a ball of time in my life now, well you might wanna re-think again. Cause Im not. Its just not the same anymore.
No more people screaming(un-literally) at me for being the lamest being alive.
No more people begging me to stop the unnecessary things i do.
No more people hushing me to tone down my volume.
Most of all no more people giving me group hugs or a real hug.
I just missed the old good times when I felt more loved.
Enjoying precious moments and when I reminisce about it, I'll cry.
Oh and some awesomely good outings/dates.
I miss girlfriends, bestfriend and not forgetting Nadiah.
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sometimes it would be better if we would never try to talk at all because ....goodnight(=
