Sunday, 6 July 2008
{ 23:58:00 }
having a boyfriend? here's why i whine!:isnt it funny how well your career/studies goes
when you're not committed to any relationship?
frankly, its been ages since i found peace but who gives a
shit?
i used to remember those days when i was in a serious dating mode
with someone who's kinda
hot, charming, talented & has a good career
but life ended to be too harsh for us..
making it so certain that we were never
compatible..
now i already attached..
there were times when life was like a bed of roses for us,
then things turned ugly. before long, its back to normal..
the world war stricks again.
i just dont geddit. whats with human these days?
emotional deficiency?
god-
till today, i still manage to garner many "
fans/admirers" around da region.
i even have boys who wanna try their luck in dating me lately
(even when im wearing slippers/sandals with no make up, mind you)
it isnt a great thing indeed.
but i still manage to pull it off cos im attached.
OR OTHER REASONS WHICH DO MAKE ANY SENSE.
currently, my days have been a systematic routine..
filled with workouts, study, chilling sessions with gfs.family.bf
which simply keeps me out of trouble.
some might think that ive been blatantly neglectin myself over da past months,
i know, ive realised that ive ignored myself for so long.
but what can i do? i gotta cater to many..
whatever it is, im sure there's more to life.