♫♪♥A²DeeLA™ TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989 gemini the twins BuKit View Pri St. MarGaret'S sEc ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti) please leave if you despise me ((: i love my baby, so quit trying-
precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:
accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music. cooking.household chores.gym trainings. making new friends((: chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys. tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps- mascaras&eyeliners everlast.adidas.nike. chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings. charles&keith.heatwave. mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!
tagboard .
execrated .
deceived emotional abuse!*shriek-
traumatic incidents overwhelmed by questions falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal being treated like a fool being TOO fickle desperateguys*major turnoff!* ending up cashless treachery
backstabbed? being disconsolidated clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):
desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D lose weight & shape up paramour, sincerely for keeping new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (: karaoke-ing learn to eradicate irritants from life change my room decor ((: bowling? pool?
goals/achievements .
keeping this relationshipalive
get into aarts& sports cca iteStudent Council lose weight to 48kg or toned up bday gift hunting!help- 'A's my results,'B's at least vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship*wishing-
find a stable career! engagement? marriage?!
[sobbing, tryna be strong] i cant sleep. i cant get it off my head.. why am i hurting myself like this? doesnt he know that i love him so much? oh someone, please, tell me whats my mistakes.. i know im stubborn & i shud stop contacting those people. where else did i go wrong? please tell me. i wanna be better, i wanna please you not get despised oh dear god, have i sinned too much til im punished this way? sugar, you dont know how much i need you now.. i cant go thru this alone.. i wish you were here with me.
[breaking down..] darling, did i not love you enuff? is there someone out there thats better than me? am i or was i ever a bystander? a mistake in your world? i wished you knew how much you mean to me. be it in arguments or happiness, ive never loved you less.. will you ever forgive me for all my incapability? can i still be the girl you've always & will still dote on?
[cant stop tearing] will i ever be able to cuddle up to you again? or the least touch you or hold your hands when you're angry? do i still have the privileges of coming over early then sit by your bed till you wake up? can i still lay down beside you while watching TV? am i ever, gonna see you smile again like you used to when we meet?
would you ever tell me if we were not meant to be?
can continue driving myself senseless just be lying beside you?
or lose all my inhibitions when you're there with me?
