Saturday, 19 July 2008
{ 00:17:00 }
today i gotta do comments & implications for VVIPs & VIPs in my life..
" Family "
a lil deficiency lately regarding the fact that i meet boyf too often..
okay, my mistake. its just that we're having so much issues
im not good with dealing with his kinda personality so
i kinda need a bit more time to get settled.
sorry if ive disappointed you both times again,
but i surely putting my efforts in school. i gotta.. i just have to.
im growing old & wanna do my degree in Finance..
thanks for being there for me especially during my lowest point in life..
whatever it is, i love you both a lot!
" Nadiah "
hunn, i still havent gotten over the whole not-having-you-around prob
i miss you greatly, i need you even more now..
am wishing i could call you up at night just to talk til we dozed off
i remember those slumber parties we had
the book hotel with other gffs just to watch soccer or movie marathon
those were the days where the whole just revolved around us.
reminiscing those 4yrs of friendship.. i wont forget you.
oh if only my current gffs knows you, wouldnt that be great?(:
still, i love you & you'll be the bestest friend ive ever had.. probably the one one.
" Boyf/Sugar/McD "
i know we're still going thru rough times..
we'll here's a confession.. something's really amiss.
not tryna put you down but certain things are unrealistic.
one issue still lingers, friends/colleagues/classmates.
you despise the fact that im out with any opp gender alone
or even in a grp.. you'll approve Only if its with the girls..
i seriously find that to be outrageous cos i dont forbid you as such..
and apparently, you can just go out with you colleagues aka "siblings"
where's the respect that i deserve? if i merely your gf, just tell me.
with them, you dont even mind doing dumb stuffs..
or even going ahead with their plans but not me.
also, i wasnt inform of your whereabouts when you're with those two.
the golf incident, the gym incident. i wasnt entirely inform & ive checked
with singtel, that there wasnt such msgs & that my HP is not spoilt.
so now what? im clearly lost. as your gf, ive got a certain rights to be jealous.
start thinking about others feelings, you dont like being treated a certain way
at least dont do it to others. it might pay off.. you cant blame me due
to all the insecurities cos i was never certain of your closeness to "them".
i can accept them as your friends but there's limits for everything..
get your point across cos you're leaving me stranded right now.
yet i still love you very much.. missing you dearly
hopeful on getting your reply to this post.
" Girlfriends "
oh gosh! you girls have been nothing but joy..
to think that its already been 3months coming 4.. so fast.
the problems we shared, the joys we had during lunch/class/breaks..
simply remarkable. we bonded so fast..
i know sometimes im so stressed up & stuff yet you girls never fails
to brighten it up with all your antics. thank you so much!
have i been that much of trouble to you girls? sorry if i am though.
hopefully this friendship will last a lifetime(:
& to myself, i gotta learn to step in before people make utterly
degrading remarks or batter my self-pride. trust me.
i dont wanna be nice to any male gender except my family members..
ive tolerated enuff, getting trampled all this while.
Im Confident and Determined
that
" Im Not A Failure "
