Friday, 25 July 2008
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what do i even mean to you now?
dont leave me hanging right here.. please, for once.
ive got so many things to sort out currently.
gawd, how long more am i gonna be tested this way?
i cant do it, i cant persevere much longer.
am i just a stranger or passerby filling up the gaps in people's life?
why am i always putting my life on stake..
taking every probs as it comes though i cant manage it.
its not like i needed probs but some just doesnt enjoy seeing me smile
to the extend that they gotta create issues for me.
yes, i do know how to get angry/agitated/pissed whatever negativity
but most times, my patience is just too overwhelming..
i cant help being compassionate about people.. i didnt ask to be this way.
caring or not, its still a mistake. giving chances is also a mistake.
what am i to do? how am i to pull through?
you said you'll be there for me thru ups & downs, vice versa
but it seems that all those are merely, words of no actions..
why cant you just stop & try to under the situations.
you wanna get mad, go ahead. but not vent it out that way..
im getting so afraid of you.. it feels like a cut whenever you touch me.
i wish we could get back on track.. to the good old times.
those things just seemed like a faraway dream. whats happened?
disillusion.. it cant be stopped. oh gawd, help!
where did we go wrong? why does it have to be this way?
why does it seems like others are more important in your life
compared to your family and me??-
this prolly isnt the best time.. i cant help you if you wont let me.
i cant be there for you if you chose to run away from me..
as helpless & unknowledgeable as i am, i do wanna help you out..
seek assistance from anyone or everyone.. just so i could have you back.
please, for us or the least for yourself..
