Saturday, 9 August 2008
{ 01:35:00 }
i know that its been a week since
ive last updated. been busy-
the week passed rather fast.. did my
PowerPoint presentation & got accredited.
doing the
BFD presentation was zany, especially when
firay is part of the crew (:
memorized the SC pledge for upcoming Investiture.
went National Museum on Wed then head for archery.. it was my bad.
my mood went from wacky to silence until
Thurs. nothing seemed right to me..
Thurs &
Friday went off early for mum.. gosh! i sound stupid right now.
anyway
tammy dearest, 080808
congrats to you & derrick! have a blissful
long lasting rship((:
Friday, i kinda cheered up cos went out with
boyfie to town then
bugiseverything seemed kinda fine. on off issues but we fair it well.. no
arguments.
we looked like normal happy couples, nothing was amiss.
met
joelle liha aidil wan &
tammy in
bugis.. had dinner at raffles
hosp's banquet
then head for
shisha in
haji lane..
aidil's gf came.
they look oh-so-very-extremely compatible together..
aww~
things
wasnt as what it seemed after we parted ways.. frankly,
im so lost.
am i just being dragged around like an animal? did i make the wrong choice?
just because of
cigarettes,
im to be blamed.
isnt that unfair?
dont you even care about my health? tell me frankly if i no longer matter to you..
i will, if it pleases you, make my way out of your life..
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im lost. truly. very lost..
god, answer my prayers.. or at least, somebody.. please.