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Baby, don't say goodbye.


about me .


♫♪♥A²DeeLA™
TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989
gemini the twins
BuKit View Pri
St. MarGaret'S sEc
ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti)
please leave if you despise me ((:
i love my baby, so quit trying-


precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:

accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music.
cooking.household chores.gym trainings.
making new friends((:
chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys.
tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps-
mascaras&eyeliners
everlast.adidas.nike.
chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings.
charles&keith.heatwave.
mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!


tagboard .


execrated .
deceived
emotional abuse! *shriek-
traumatic incidents
overwhelmed by questions
falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal
being treated like a fool
being TOO fickle
desperate guys*major turnoff!*
ending up cashless
treachery
backstabbed?
being disconsolidated
clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):


desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D
lose weight & shape up
paramour, sincerely for keeping
new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved
dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing
erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (:
karaoke-ing
learn to eradicate irritants from life
change my room decor ((:
bowling? pool?


goals/achievements .
keeping this relationship alive
get into a arts & sports cca
ite Student Council
lose weight to 48kg or toned up
bday gift hunting!help-
'A's my results,'B's at least
vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship *wishing-
find a stable career!
engagement? marriage?!


links .
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archives .

August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009

Thursday 30 October 2008 { 23:56:00 }

you know what baby,

its been months since we went for neoprints.
can still recall how awkward it felt the first few ones we took.. (:
never regretted a moment with you, all these obstacles kept making us stronger
loving you for showing me a different scope in life & never to give up

guess what? i need more neoprints session or a photoshoot
just so that i could ease my mind & totally forget the problems
good right? at least better than clubbing right dearie?..



the best shots as of today.. more to come!
and im already missing your hugs & kisses or maybe just a simple call..
*hints. you owe me something!

Wednesday 29 October 2008 { 23:16:00 }

Our Formal Day Event

it was kinda awkward coming to school wearing so formal..
having all the other students staring at you, as if you owe them a grant or smth
but it makes you feel more confident about yourself cos you look great
the disappointing part was, the rest boycotted!


only my girls, tammy, salihah and ally were amongst those who turned up
including our bouncers, aidil, firay, hassan, hasrul and wan..
its devastating for Ms Hani as the attendance turned out terribly
thankfully for those who came, we got the LifeSkills participation marks.

for our break, tammy and i assisted the SC to do a mini pastries bazaar..


its was great as we got AL for mrs annie soon's lesson (:

the last few pictures before our school day ended (:

meet Baby after school and we plan to have dinner then movies..
feel kinda posh as i had to strut the entire time, having minahs and mats staring at me
dinner ended like chop chop as we were both exhausted..
thats all wrapped up for today!

Monday 27 October 2008 { 23:06:00 }

Deepavali@PulauUbin

slept over at baby's place as it'll be cutting expenses
was to be awake by 8am but we drag til 9plus or 10am..
firstly, due to the rush we skipped breakfast
secondly, changi has so limited parking lots especially for lorries!
thirdly, there's a new gorgeous hotel near the jetty(:

so, here we are all set to start our deepavali trip to Ubin..
cycled around for awhile before heading to ride the bumboat
seems like we werent the only ones who were gonna be cycling
there's this foreigner&family & another foreigner..
aint it sweet for the whole family to go cycling together(=

i bought coke & potato chips from the vending machine to control hunger!
us again, bored from waiting for the bumboat..
here comes the bumboat that was super shaky..
it was scary tryna carry the bike onto it!
couldnt help but tremble, thankfully i had assistance(=
bumboat ride makes me sleepy so we keep taking pictures after pictures!
oh yeah, yipee yipee yeah! we've finally touch down after "so long..
us at the ubin jetty with my new "bf" & his "gf"
PULAU UBIN!
some extras spoiling my picture, pfft-
we've touched base & off to our journey..
had our lunch at the gerai, the food tasted very "old"
as in, the method of cooking of people of the older generations

once done, set off to the tracks to explore..
yan, his buddy, that we hangout with yesterday said there's improvement
idk what kinda improvements has been made to Ubin besides chalet.
yep, thats me super happy at the start of the journey(=cycle, cycle, cycle.. so windy. feeling the breeze in your face is pleasant!
another snapshot. hmm, whats with that smirk huh sugar?-
here's the quarry(pls ignore my face).. it just like the ones in the 3Bukits
"Bukit Batok, Bukit Gombak, Bukit Timah"this part, i looked kinda pissed.
apparently, we went thru a dirt track & i had branches scratching my face & lips
thank god, none managed to gorge out my eyeballs! ):
he apologise for going thru the track.. hmpff.
we continued our journey to the deeper part of Ubin to look for the DS
came upon this down slope so i allowed him to do his stunts
he basically caught so many attention & people were chering & clappingnearby, we found the DS track but i didnt let him try cos it was covered in weeds
who knows whats lurking underneath it.. ewww~
ouh, thats the DS behind us & the sky's getting grayish..
its gonna rain soon cos it alrdy started drizzling.. haiz, short trip!
we had to hurriedly cycle back to the Ubin jetty to avoid the rain
as we inch towards our destination, there's so many "people" floating beside us
especially when we passed by the chalet area, its eerie!
unfortunately, by the time we reached the jetty, its packed with people
we managed to squeeze thru before it turned into a heavy downpour

dont mind the picture, i was blurring as i had too much rain water on my lips
so i decided to put my lips that way to prevent more water.. haha!the rain kept getting heavier & it was hard to get a bumboat..
since we had bikes along, waited for quite long time..
a pleasant uncle agreed to have us onboard together with the foreigner&family

yet again, i had to carry my bike.. now it felt heavier than before
perhaps due to the exhaustion from the cycling & the rain water..
idk but it sure was scary, carrying the bike in the rain onto the slippery bumboat

thankfully i managed well & was safely onboard with sugar..
was obvious we were both worn out & drenchedtaking crappy pictures in the bumboat otw back to mainland
still rainy heavily.. omg, when will it stop?
what a windy warm day turned rainy chilly day..another gruelling session of carrying the bike off the boat..
& also up the stairs cos somebody was using the lift
hmm.. next we headed back to changi beach..

cycled around for awhile, bought Super Ring & sat at the bus stop..
frankly speaking, i was freezing from the downpour & still in my wet attire
headed back to the lorry for a short rest..
thats all peeps, im exhausted!-

Sunday 26 October 2008 { 02:13:00 }



i dont know if he understands how i feel anymore..
probably he doesnt know how much i yearn for him but
seems like nothings been proven yet things escalates further
unknown girls add me in MSN just screwing me up for being with him
saying that they've dated him.. he's blah blah blah..
he dont know what im facing right now..

i need/want him very much, so much so that it hurts me..
this relationship can work but external problems arent helping
what else can i do to avoid them? nothing..
been avoiding MSN like a plague that its driving me nuts..
please, i need some assitance here. i dont know who to turn to.
i love him so much yet its like we drifted far apart..

Saturday 25 October 2008 { 20:34:00 }


i cant help it.. its too much for me to handle.
really breaking me apart.. my thoughts over it are killing me also
everyone has patience but mine has way up to my climax..
seriously, people never seem to change though you give them chances
what else do they actually want? isnt making a mistake enough?
this is beyond hope, way too much.. i give up. just how?
im through with it, no more trying.

Thursday 23 October 2008 { 00:35:00 }

i was so stressed up with issues yesterday that keep taunting my brain
so i ask LOVE if i could meet him & eat away the stress
LOVE agreed, thanks BABY!i really needed it..
school ended early so i got home asap to shower & get change..

i wonder why i still have butterflies in my tummy whenever i meet him
thought we've been together for a year.. why is that so?
got the vouchers & made our way to the restaurant..
at times, the structures of buildings in Spore are so dazzling..

i was awestruck by all the glassy boxy houses.. i wish i lived there!
hopefully with successful career. we cracked up some lame joke
about Hotel 81 Elegance & Fragrance Imperial.. (:
thankfully, no weirdo singing this time at the restaurant..

here's the place..

its located near Lavender MRT, the junction of Horne Rd & Jellicoe Rd
the prices are not vast from Swensens or Fish & Co.. go try!
haha.. its like im promoting. but i love the drinks the most okay?
the mixes are interesting & its non-alcoholic..
here's what we had.. the green one is mine, the rest is LOVE's

i cant decide between this two pictures
so i post both alright people?
this is the combo platter for two but mostly, me..
followed by LOVE's sirloin steak
my all time favourite, fish & chips..

i got my skirt from Far East (: super glad! i wanna buy that wrap skirt!!
too broke & i dont really enjoy LOVE buying me things
so i gotta save up my upcoming allowance just for a splurge..

definitely, wasnt feeling too great today.. idk why.
when LOVE send me to my doorsteps, i didnt feel like letting go of him
just wanna hug LOVE so badly that i cried.. gosh!
i bet i got LOVE so very worried about me crying like that.. damn.

need to shower before bed since i just got home..
gonna wait for LOVE's phone call before i head to bed. night-

Monday 20 October 2008 { 21:40:00 }


i hate free riders! they wont wanna assist in the group discussions
all they want is for the rest to do the researching while they just do the typing!
seriously, this people ought to be left out. sickeningly lazy.

had a great life experiences chat with gfs over lunch at KFC
seems like its really the breaking up or problems with partner season..
2008 hasnt been a great, the least pleasant year for anyone
hopefully 2009 will be more inspiring when it concerns matters of the heart.

met Baby for dinner after school since we needed to mend my bike
was told that it would take 30min to be done so we got desserts to stop the hungry
once done, we went to Lucky for Ikan Lele, Bakso & Ayam Penyet! ((:
we saw a really nice checkered top by Levi's & shoes in Wisma!
however, im broke so wont bother much but admire

after dinner, we headed for home since its already past 8pm
while walking to the carpark, i asked Baby..
"so whats with the chicken?" since he gave me chicken skin over dinner
usually he would keep it for himself & me for myself
"huh? whats with the chicken?" he answered, looking very blur.
i repeated twice & so did he! hilarious.

so i told him," did you realise that i just made you look like a fool?"
smiling & flushing, he was like what the hell ((:
it was funny looking at his expression so i asked him specificly
he explained, how sweet of you Baby though i just made you look goofy

i love you.. i do, i do, i do.. ((:
thanks for all that laughter today though we still have to settle something.
i'd meet you soon ya? cant wait lor.. muacks! goodnite.

Sunday 19 October 2008 { 23:40:00 }

well, first cycling conquest yesterday..
was LOVE's idea actually & im not really the cycling kinda person
i prefer cycling leisurely or water sports & camps! (:

enthusiastic over it the previous night so set off around 2pm
got the bike onto the lorry, off to bukit timah
wasted no time when we reached, got all geared up for the trail
i imagined its like a normal track but its not!
was made up of sand, mud, puddle, pebbles, twigs, branches & rocks..

oh, isnt so bad huh? what could be worst? i spoke too soon.
just a couple of meters upfront, i freaked out when i saw a huge lizard!
bloody!its almost like the length of my leg, i begged to backtrack
somehow i dare not since LOVE wanted to move along..
the route was beyond superb, was a little tiring when LOVE told me to
get off the bike & push it cos the downhill was too steep =.=

didnt really mind the downhill, uphill drained me out so fast!
unnoticingly, i defied LOVE's instruction & rode downhill, screaming
it was one helluva ride!though my ass hurt from all the bumps.. was worth it!
after hours, we reached the quarry(: just as i was almost giving up..
"heaven.. heaven oh heaven can you help me..."
i came in after LOVE cos i fell into a pit. LMAO-


the quarry, us & some extras ((:

LOVE's GF followed by my new found BF

was cursing at this point of time,
too tired out to even push the bike uphill!

i just fell so acting all fine. pfft-
below : this background effect is so cool!

as soon as we set foot at the parking lot, the rain got heavier
packed our stuffs & headed for east coast.. omg!
driving along the PIE, rain subsided.. thankfully it did.
parked the lorry, got our bikes & headed for a meal from Burger King..
had lunch cum dinner.. look how hungry i was. terrible!
was nagging at LOVE again for taking pics of me eating..
irritating! but not like the two minahs from the adjacent BBQ place.
finished the meal before cycling off to Starbucks, BIG Splash
darn, i fell as i was trying to avoid some steps outside Starbucks. oh yes, dumb!
took a final pic of the day with LOVE while stoning..
anyway, wont forget that weird chinese guy who argued over a parking lot.

thats about how our Saturday turned out to be..
what took place after that, only those dearest to me shall know ((:
goodnight everyone while i entertain this adorable baby.

Wednesday 15 October 2008 { 12:38:00 }

school just commenced.. the usual hustling bustling.
canteen food got terrible over the semester break, gave me tummy ache!
on a good note, aunty jo's teaching me Business Communications,
the licky lip Ms Cynthia teaches Entrepreneurship
and the "great" Mrs Soon's teaching Principles of Marketing.

so far, the new term has been fairly okay..
missing my Blaze Camp mates & the things we did during camp.
and gathering, oh yes please!
got news that i gotta go for NYAA thing on 30 october.
also on buncit's bday!dammit.. i'll reconsider.

all in all, relationships are turning into a blunder lately..

Sunday 12 October 2008 { 03:44:00 }

Perjumpaan Hari Raya 2008
Bukit Batok East CC


im rather exhausted so this is not gonna be a long entry of words
but pictures okay readers? enjoy viewing..

HIS dad, my dad & mum, HIS mum
sister,HIM,me
i cant rmbr this singer's name, was it elfi or alfee? hmm..aunty nor with us(=us with mdm halimah yacob..me, cik linda, mdm halimah, mum & dad((:this nenek is super kecoh but i enjoy her company very much..
very pleasant character, always teasing me! well, thats all for yesterday
almost 10min to 4am & im darn sleepy, gd morning!