was keen on meeting him at Velvet Dragon;
agreed on the date to the beach though we’ve only met once,;
decided why he was way better than the other 20plus guys;
find him suitable though he drank, smoke & had piercing;
he left me for some matters for more than a month;
i heard conflicting stories about him since the first month;
we had the worst 1st major argument in Jan’08;
he despises me being in ite & my“new”friends;
i gotta know about his secrets by accident while doing spring cleaning;
i couldnt meet any of my friends but he could;
he was against almost all of my interests that ive been accredited for;
he said that A liking him was my misjudgments when i notice otherwise;
he kept asking A to come along on our outings even to JB;
i was humiliated in front of A & all she did was smirk at me;
he went out alone with A while im in school & got my gfs questioning;
i find out about E, things they did & him lying about it until confrontation;
i was emotionally & physical bruised;
he has overwhelmingly weird accounts over the web;
i knew too much about his life before me;
still find it extremely hard to trust him when he says he has to OT;
dont find security & comfort in his arms like i used to;
envy his ex gfs cos they were either rich, can cook, gorgeous, working;
can never be better than any of his previous partners;
still feel he still love his first gf & she’ll always be the perfect one;
was kept away from so many things he did behind my back;
couldnt make him laugh like when we first got to know each other;
never manage to please him in any way..