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Wednesday, 24 December 2008 { 23:59:00 }

it already 11:58pm now.. more than 5hrs has past.
tensed atmosphere, fidgeting, nobody was at ease since we got the news
everyone's anxiously waiting for their turn to see granny
since she's in ICU, only two can go in at a time..

i wished i hadnt gone in at all..
when in with sugar & was totally taken aback by what i saw
there she was lying on the bed, lifeless.
all she was depending on was the life support which looks like,
its sucking air outta her..

terrified, i never wanna see her in that state..
especially when she was fine yesterday, calling me up & gossiping
she was okay, i know she's been sick due to old age
but pneumonia? or dialysis? it never struck me once..
knowing her white cells are more than the reds
im scared, i dont wanna lose my granny..

god, if you wish to take her away.. please do it smoothly..
dont let her suffer, i pity her so much..
it hurts me seeing her tryna grasp for air like that
please. spare her of all the pain~