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Tuesday 27 January 2009 { 22:24:00 }

spending Saturday evening til Sunday morning,
Sunday afternoon til Sunday night,
Monday afternoon til Tuesday night with sugar..
was great feeling but omg! now i cant fall asleep without him

i could actually but it'll take longer & i'll end up
consistently getting disturbed by those unearthly beings..
around 2plus on Monday morning, something disturbed my family
something scared my mum in the kitchen
& something kept scratching at my bedroom window!

anyway, scrap that to one side.. irritant!
spent my Saturday at Arnold's in City Plaza for dinner..
the eatery was so packed when we came & the number then was 164
we got 177 so we decided to purchase some VCDs..
bought a couple of them & 'Oh Baby' the show sister wanna watch

when we came back up, thankfully it just changed to 177..
sugar order his half spring chicken & sotong rings
while i ordered a bowl of mashed potatoes & criss cross fries(:
dinner was funny cos we were talking about 4'Sumo'..

Sunday afternoon, sugar helped dad with the new M
apparently, yanti&jalil bought a new M too!
sugar is unfortunately our dearest Jack of All Trade..
haha! sent sister off for religious class before heading to his place..
ate nasi briyani ayam & karaoke for a short while..
after that, we went to cycle in town but the drizzle scare us

dinner at Swensens & cycle around for awhile..
taught me how to jump off some steps near SMU but i sucked at it
not being able to succeed feels disgusting somehow, i hate it!
tried again & again till i was nearly outta breath & i hurt my ankle again!
but its okay, ive tried & not gonna give up til i succeed.

we cycled to Plaza Singapura, he bought Ice Lemon Tea & Strawberry Lolli
thanks baby!(: we cont cycling back.. guess what?!
a damn bloody bird dropped its shit on the cover of the drink!
he sent me home for a nights rest.. we had sucha long conversation
about our relationship & how are we progressing so far..

Monday afternoon was suppose to head to Sentosa but plan cancelled
so just came over his place to karaoke & watch movies instead..
hmm, cook samba prawn to eat with bread, rice & fish
thats about how ive spent my days. staying out but not wasting money(:

school starts tomorrow so thats where the stress builds up again
at least im done with my part of the project so i can relax
Mrs Soon has been an inspiring soul to me,
thanks for seeing me as your personal role model(:
i truly appreciate that compliment & i shall not disappoint you!

hoped everyone enjoyed their celebrations this CNY..
i sure did, having a supportive & wonderful family & boyfriend,
what more could i possibly have asked?(:

Saturday 24 January 2009 { 13:25:00 }

came across two articles on the web while doing research on my POM project
so i thought i should share it with everyone
first & foremost, i'll like to apologise if anyone finds it insulting..

its about younger ladies dating older man actually
the web states, " all men become vain as they age especially,
if they are physically fit and look much younger
this vanity leads them to think that they can attract younger women

what sort of relationship, this older man - younger woman could possibly have?
is this older man into rap and hip-hop music?
what about understanding politics, world affairs, arts and sciences?
could this very young girl have that amount of sophistication in her world?
how about going out and dancing and partying all night?
do you think this older man could really keep up just cause he looks fit?

ok, lets say this 25 years old guy does connect with a lover
who is in her late teens, assuming that they've gotten into a relationship
this young lady loves her older man but is she completely happy?
we are pretty sure, he is. he's gotten his "boy-toy".
but is she getting what she needs or is she missing something in her life?
this young woman is probably missing many of the activities
and adventures in life that her age group is just beginning to experience.

so, whats the compensation for this missing part of her life?
just think about it. do you think she's a gold digger?
i think not, its more of a child wanting things for "daddy" to provide,
especially since she is not around her peers, she fills the void.
men, be realistic. quit looking for a child. realize this,
if you still want a "girl", be prepared to be her "sugar daddy".
you and your lover should enjoy your fairy tale relationship.. while it lasts."

kinda harsh, dont you think? haiz.. here's another one.
im posting to fill up my boredom & to ignore all the stress im facing..

"Sugar Daddy Sugar Baby relationship has for many years
been regarded as a source of amusement to those who've never experienced it.
Yes, everyone loves to be spoiled and pampered,
but is it necessary to include the age gap as part of the package?

It's true to say that many young men, on reaching the age in their lives
when pubescence takes control of their lateral thinking,
find themselves fantasizing about older females, often twice their own age.
For instance it's quite common for young men still at school age,
with testosterone flying everywhere, to have the 'hots' for one or more
of their female teachers or even neighbor's wife..

The consensus of opinion reached by many is that the attraction by a young male
to a more mature woman is based around the fact that she has experience..
A working knowledge of the male anatomy, and a sexual prowess
not to be discovered so easily in a younger woman his own age or so to say.

However, as the young male grows older, and gains his own level of experience,
so his desire for the mature female wanes, and on reaching middle age,
will frequently have his head 'turned' by a much younger woman.

All this is in stark contrast to the attraction patterns noted
in the life of the female of the species.
Whereas the young girl, on first becoming sexually aware,
will hone her intimacy skills on the younger male, but she will often be less
interested in him as she gets older, turning her attention
to the more mature men that cross her path. But why is this the case?

whilst oftentimes the source of amusement for some, can in fact develop
into quite a powerful relationship, with loyalty, romance and chivalry being the
key factors in the union. Many women note that a guy around her own age or younger,
will not show her the same level of respect or pay as much attention to details
that his older counterpart will be inclined to display.

Its a valid point that women are more mature than men at any given age,
and its not surprising that by the time she reaches her thirties,
she already feels more compatible with a male ten or twenty years her senior
and left guys her own age, far behind both mentally and emotionally.
Her more mature partner is more equipped to seduce her mind as well as her body.

He will be less afraid of displaying public affection, holding her hand
or opening doors for her. Happy to allow the whole world see how proud he is
to have a younger women and be by her side always.

Sexually, he may not be an athlete between the sheets,
yet he will feel the need to ensure his girl is pleasured well
as a priority over seeking to satisfy his own desires.
In the case of her older guy, the foreplay will begin in the restaurant
with witty flirting, eye contact and laughter.
Later they will enjoy the afterglow together, passion may have subsided
but the emotion still very much alive.

Is it so inconceivable then, that a younger woman could find happiness
in a relationship with an older guy who has so much more
to offer her than money and gifts? Decide for yourself women out there.."

okay, those two topic. kinda hinting on my life though..
somehow, i hate it when guys buys me gifts.
i would prefer if he made it specially for me, a surprise would be great!
idk whats your take, dear readers..

wouldnt know if i might fall into such trap, life's uncertain
have a happy long weekend everyone!

{ 02:35:00 }

mum's birthday celebration was hilarious..
she wanted dinner at Bali Thai so we headed to IMM
dearest was supposed to me us there, instead he came over my place
when we just left the carpark to head to the destination..

carpark was terrible at IMM, huge but not enuff to accommodate the vehicles
anyway, dearest reached soon after we did..

bro & sis cracking stupid jokes. pfft-

my crazy yet understanding family(:

Bali Thai was so packed like when i had my birthday dinner 2yrs ago
we ordered a lot of food.. too much i think!

6plain rice, 1 fried rice, 2egg tofu, 2sambal sotong, 1seafood hotplate,
1sweet sour fried fish, 1bbq chicken, 5chicken satay, 2coke,
2hot honey lemon, 1lemon barley, 1dracula(strawberry flavoured).. a lot!

sister aka cacat girl :P

our birthday girl! you're 44 now.. old!

dearest dad whose stoning..

brother who hates taking pictures.. gendeng!

dinner was noisy.. at first we were all noisy tryna arrange the food
cos the table was alrdy filled up with the orders..
throughout dinner, we ate & joke about..
until we head a group of chinese people laughing so loud!

we decided to imitate their laughter & dad being crazy self,
kept imitating.. making all of us laugh like mad.
than he started with his disgusting jokes again & dearest join in like usual!
omg! you cant imagine how funny its was cos we kept laughing
till our tummy contracted & it was so hard to eat..

next came the farting joke, the Bali Thai's uniform joke, prata man joke
& finally about packing the leftovers.. gosh!
by the time dinner ended, it was past 9:52pm & we had another destination
to CASH STUDIO to karaoke(=

dearest had booked the time slot for 11pm..
so sent bro home cos he wanted to sleep, what a waste!
parents joined dearest car & off to Cuppage Plaza to karaoke..
Cuppage Plaza & me had so many history together(:

parked at Emerald Hill again, aww.. looks more alluring at night..
walked to Cuppage Plaza & down to basement one..
while waiting, saw cino & wish i'd ask him for my money that he owed
got our room, new place so the maintenance wasnt so well

sang songs & our hearts out till 2am.. dad made stupid scenes again!
he was singing & he kept opening the door asking people to hear him sing..
omg! he did that many times that it shocked some passerby.. lmao!

so this picture was before he opened the door..

thats how he looked like after he did!omg.

i was tryna take a nice & decent photograph of him
but it ended up so terrible like this!

sister was exhausted by then since she had school activities..
furthermore, the elbow pain was killing her..

i got bored waiting for my turn to sing my heart out..

disturbing him while he's singing some melayu song:P

sugar, stop acting all macho k?

got bored so kept snapping pictures(:

around 2plus after dearest left, i saw zyla!(:
its been a while since we've last met & she asked me if i still club..
apparently i cant anymore so chat with her for short while
& now we're home & very exhausted. nights-

Friday 23 January 2009 { 06:47:00 }

guess you've been reading my blog often huh?
i know i said many times that my life would be much better
probably im not totally right on that part, right?

i wont wanna ponder how life would be like if i had migrated
a whole new circles of companion with different lifestyle & background
ive prolly would have already graduated from college

i hate reminiscing the old times.. i wanna move away from those
the time when i kept grieving over so many loss..
hate it so much, i wish i could have it all back & mend things
but ive drifted so far away from my initial goals..

thanks for sending over these cupcakes,
its getting sweet though(: cut down on those sugar ya?

lovely, ive eaten 4 & left some for my family to taste
i truly appreciate it. sorry if my blog entries kept you up all night
wondering if im doing fine or am i at the edge of suicide
you're one of the greatest friend i'll ever & always have in my lifetime..
good morning, thanks for everything(=

Wednesday 21 January 2009 { 23:02:00 }

school wasnt too bad today since it ended around 12:15
went for Lifeskills to talk to Ms Mahani about the ongoings of the project
i was told that she's upset over my class attitude towards school
had to good talk with her about my group members

anyway, went for Mrs Soon class just for the sake of attendance..
before we set off to Labrador Park for the leadership training activities
those present were students from the admin department
well only the selected few were there, the rest had to attend lessons(:

the facilitators were okay, i found 2 who were my age..
Yan & girlfriend, Q! okay, activities were really mind boggling
some games were pipeline, tyre & pipe, blindfold, overturn the mat, etc
overall, it was interesting & very tiring..
my group members were great & we're called "Y So Serious?"

know why? cos all teams will be stress doing the games
so we will play it cool yet beat all of them (which we did in some)
activities were ceased by 4:50, fill up feedback forms
& back to transport to school (=

sue, liha & me meeting boyfriend, tammy got training, joelle working
amy was alrdy in school so sue when off early then sugar came
we went to bukit timah carpark to have our meal he brought from home
yummy yummy ayam lemak chilli padi(=

guess what we saw while eating in the car. MONKEYS!
this monkey & child was on my left..

this bunch was on my right, playing catching

next, they decided to scratch each others butt

this fella was climbing down the car strategically(=

gosh, it was hilarious looking at them(:
once we were done with mini dinner, we head off to Plaza Singapura
came there to go to Cotton On cos i found out they're having a grand sale
things were really going cheap when i reached there

planned to buy a set but ended up buying more cos i needed to stock up
you know what i mean *wink- we walked around for a while before a proper meal
LongJohnSilver's i miss that place so much cos we had lunch often at IMM
now we're too busy with projects till we've not eaten out..

it was already getting late so we decide to head home..
unfortunately sugar was craving for crabs so we went to newton
ordered the biggest crab! so had chilli crab again like last Saturday
there's this family beside us that was freaking irritating
talking at the top of their lunges, ugh!

so yeah, now im finalising some of the POM project
i still am tryna understand the criteria of the market segmentation
anyway, goodnight.

Tuesday 20 January 2009 { 22:23:00 }

Deception.

there's something about him that is puzzling me..
idk what is it actually right now
but i aint gonna stay put till i find out!

Monday 19 January 2009 { 01:20:00 }

gonna post this just to forget what just happened
okay? here goes nothing..

Saturday, 17th January

firstly, i wished i was living in Emerald Hill.. a historical site in Spore
the houses & area is very unique.. unlike all the terrace & bungalows we see
gonna come back here to take more pictures someday soon..
so i chose this one to be my 'house'.. hehe!

got myself a tank top & blouse from MNG(: on Saturday
colour pink lately cheers up my doleful life!
HE got me a belt from MNG that somehow matched the blouse..

while waiting patiently for my ikan lele & ayam penyet to come..
he snapped a stupid picture of me on the 1st of December..
that ive finally gotten from him after oh so very extremely long.. hmpff.
some other pictures due since 1st December..

Christmas tree & decorations right outside Paragon(:

haiz.. good wee, nope, early morning everyone!
kak zyzy, i miss you ):

{ 00:05:00 }

im posting this just to vent my anger..
cant believe he just deleted the pictures with my SC members!
gosh, just due to a few pictures.. he deleted everything :(
upset, greatly.. i cant get those pictures back right!
forget totally how to retrieve it, cant find the backup files anywhere..
thats it, probably i'll sleep & lay off the matter.
dammit. irritatingly pissed..

Friday 16 January 2009 { 23:59:00 }

what a stupid Friday okay?! well, thankfully not the whole day..
i started the day fine probably around 6:30am
woke sugar up for breakfast at McDonald's together with mum & sister(:
kind of a retreat for him after working more than 24hrs straight!
unfortunately, dad was working & bro had to go to school by 7:45am..

after breakfast, he send my mum & sis home before sending me to school
when i was in school, today's lesson was somehow cancelled..
just when Uma & me were about to go into the lift!
upset, called up the rest informing them there isnt lessons today..

sugar made a u-turn to fetch me back home..
goofed around in my house, watched naruto before heading out to Ubi
cos dad needed to beautify the car or something of the sort
reached the place but its only 11plus & the guy would only be around at noon

so we had no choice & went to Geylang for another breakfast!
sugar had mee rebus with loads of chicken & called it appetizer?! omg.
the whole time i was teasing my sis about her injured arm(:
came back to get the car & off to sis school to get her homework..

sugar sent me home to aid my sister.. so i had to miss the SC meeting
as mum had to attend to important matters & dad had to work
by the time mum came back, its past 5pm..
sugar came by to fetch me to go out again to watch the sunset..

we head down to marina square's Swensens for lunch..
i was pretty full at the point of time actually from all the meal
once done, we purchased snacks before noticing Firay working!
went straight to Marina Barrage, so this is how it looks like in the day(:

Marina Barrage

1st picture at Marina Barrage-
the spiral-like slope up to the rooftop(:

dont you think it looks kinda dead in the daytime?

just promoting my Mondo pumps & splashing around(:

us with picnic bag HE just bought from Barrage Cove.. psychedelic!

a lift photoshoot, haha! okay, lame.

oh, yes me with the dearest Water Wally!

we've just reached the rooftop & now..
we're waiting for the sun to set up there in the sky(:

a bunch of dufus who simply doesnt know how to fly their kites..
only one guy managed to get his flying way up there

so now, we got a little tired of waiting for the sun to set..

finally, its showing some signs of setting!

ignore that hand, its fugly & mine. pfft-

picnic basket with my heels & his new striking orange skate shoes..

sunset shot, lovely scenery..

this is where the water drainage is done, urgh eek!

there's a couple, probably taking their wedding photo
i simply love the colour of her turquoise dress(:
ok, i did something foolish by tryna get on the block of cement
which was in front of the restaurant with people having their reception
yepp, i finally managed to get on it with sugar's help(:

love the way the picture is taken..
just the two of us with our new companion, picnic bag..
with the nice after sunset backdrop, under the shelter of the bridge..

we left the place to the next destination..
which we werent exactly sure where it might be.. hehe!
sugar was telling me where he went for his overtime the previous day..
somehow, we chance upon this very old & deserted building..
you can take service 400 to the place, im amazed at the whole building
i know it looks kinda gloomy cos its 7plus but nice place(:

after staring at the building & seeing swift movements inside..
i decided i should let it rest cos i didnt wanna see whats lurking in there
after all, its been shut down for quite some time..
while driving, saw another nice location to transit at;

Marina South Pier

this place is so purplish, bluish & colourful.. gosh!
idk what to describe it, simply amazing architectural work & colour..
being all so goo-goo-gaa-gaa over the scenery
i began goofing around while sugar snaps all the insanity..

another great backdrop of a floating restaurant(:

picture of me on the fake grass & him on the fake wood..
*superman tak menjadi sey org tu-

last picture here, & of me goofing around
somehow this picture looks like its been copied&paste..

anyway, he needed the loo so i gotta get back to the car..
i noticed men get more sleazy as they aged! hmpff.
one was staring at me from the moment i walked from the shop till the car
a moron asked if im free to accompany him to bintan, etc..
freaky so i ran to the car & locked myself in & waited for sugar's return

next destination was;
Vivocity

we came by here solely for photos..
carpark was such an irritant cos its fully packed! grr..
but we didnt have to wait that long after going round in circles
got the carpark & headed to the rooftop!

frankly, its been months since ive last set foot in Vivo..
we've always been going to Plaza Singapura or Cineleisure for movies
yepp, i know we have yet to go on another cycling trip
be patience, we'll do that soon. i suppose-

since its dark, i couldnt tell if there's changes to the rooftop
we took a pic on a red thingy that looked like some sort of a chair
but i like the white holey thing at the background(:

ouh, there's BIG lantern on the rooftop.. hehe!
sucha huge, bright & gorgeous lantern. Chinese New Year!

we didnt know what else to do so we walked around
saw Marche & remembered our vow of eating solely HALAL food..
therefore, we cant have the rosti here anymore..
oh well, its worth the sacrifice than losing my religion right?-

here's the lembu & kid from Marche, aint it fat & delectable?

this part, i dont know what was sugar thinking at all..
first he poked the poor fellas ear, haiz..

still unsatisfied, sugar poked its nostrils! omg- you meanie.
look at how happy sugar is with the silly things he did..

poor tortured lembu kid.. bad bad evil sugar!
okay, so we're off to send me back home but since my parents werent home
as they're still at dad's company's Karaoke Event, Bishan Clubhouse..
we hangout at the usual place.. crapping around, etc.
okay, im done blogging.. meeting him tomorrow so im gonna sleep.
toddles you dearest readers!(=