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Baby, don't say goodbye.


about me .


♫♪♥A²DeeLA™
TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989
gemini the twins
BuKit View Pri
St. MarGaret'S sEc
ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti)
please leave if you despise me ((:
i love my baby, so quit trying-


precious .
GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:

accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music.
cooking.household chores.gym trainings.
making new friends((:
chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys.
tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps-
mascaras&eyeliners
everlast.adidas.nike.
chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings.
charles&keith.heatwave.
mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!


tagboard .


execrated .
deceived
emotional abuse! *shriek-
traumatic incidents
overwhelmed by questions
falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal
being treated like a fool
being TOO fickle
desperate guys*major turnoff!*
ending up cashless
treachery
backstabbed?
being disconsolidated
clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):


desired .
meeting my baby, someday :D
lose weight & shape up
paramour, sincerely for keeping
new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved
dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing
erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (:
karaoke-ing
learn to eradicate irritants from life
change my room decor ((:
bowling? pool?


goals/achievements .
keeping this relationship alive
get into a arts & sports cca
ite Student Council
lose weight to 48kg or toned up
bday gift hunting!help-
'A's my results,'B's at least
vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship *wishing-
find a stable career!
engagement? marriage?!


links .
AdeQ AdeQ AdeQ Adam Etty Zach Cheryl Kak ZyZy Sammie Ewin Azza Tammy Ezah Ally Amalina Amber Chloe Faiz Farhana Ivey Mahera Naomi Sabrina Suat Eya Sharin Sharina Dayana Prada Syasya Richard Jason Pereira Shahrul Adam Aidil Colin Hasrul Hasan Hui Ting Syazwani Ila Syerzan Fye Student Council Natalie Azura Farah Nimo Aaron Atiqah Dion Doreen Ezekiel FarahLiyana Indra Mastura Sharon Suliana Syuhana Kai Wani Sakinah Fazli Mudathir Nas Nasri Syahirul Fazul Alif Qaiyyum Zahier JieJun
StudioFrost BonitoChico Oakley MysticalFragrance MysticalFragrance
melodies .



archives .

August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009

Wednesday, 16 September 2009 { 03:06:00 }

why did i stay, why did i stay?

i hate when he doesnt help with the dishes
even though he messes up the most
and i beg him all the time to help me
he knew that he should but he's lazy so he dont
he's always not considering my feelings
thinking too much for himself
most of the time he's so damn selfish
he dont even realize ive been treating him so well

im so much better than him
he's so unworthy of me
why should i stay, why should i stay
tell me why?

i hate that we dont spend much time
we barely see each other at all
i dont even nag him about always working
i just said i just wish every now and then that you'd call
and i dont know why im still here
i could have any man that i want
he should step outside of himself
to see how much ive loved him
and all the things that he should have done for me
that he just dont, just dont

and i realize, i was in love
and i dont understand
there's gotta be a better man for me
so he should do his time and let me do what im suppose to
because im better with life without him


*sorry to everyone who's been tryna make me realise,
that life without him was much better :(