♫♪♥A²DeeLA™
TWENteen, popular & saucy!
am i single or attached? hmm..
5th June 1989
gemini the twins
BuKit View Pri
St. MarGaret'S sEc
ItE cOlleGe WeSt (CleMeNti)
please leave if you despise me ((:
i love my baby, so quit trying-

GOD AlMighty
cherished, my FaMily
am Obsessed with myself
iLy gFF, Nadiah
thaHOTsexy boyfriendOFmine(:

accessories.clubbing.cute hot guys.
movies.drama/acting.music.
cooking.household chores.gym trainings.
making new friends((:
chocolates.intriguing storybooks.
prettydresses.ben&jerrys.
tasmania plushies (:
mocha/caramel frappe!slurps-
mascaras&eyeliners
everlast.adidas.nike.
chaos.forever21.mango.
photography.photoshop&photoscape.
cottonon.la senza.zara.
victoria secrets. apple bottoms.
vintage inspired clothings.
charles&keith.heatwave.
mondo.pedro women.
dressups for great occasions
brownsparkly eyeshadows!

deceived
emotional abuse! *shriek-
traumatic incidents
overwhelmed by questions
falling in love!!*sobb*
any form of betrayal
being treated like a fool
being TOO fickle
desperate guys*major turnoff!*
ending up cashless
treachery
backstabbed?
being disconsolidated
clubbing buayas
iHATEmyself for being too nice )):

meeting my baby, someday :D
lose weight & shape up
paramour, sincerely for keeping
new handphone !
a GIRLSday Out! (:
be the beauty with brains
being appreciated & loved
dragonboating, kayaking , canoeing
erm.. some real friends?
go travelling round the World (:
karaoke-ing
learn to eradicate irritants from life
change my room decor ((:
bowling? pool?

keeping this relationship alive
get into a arts & sports cca
ite Student Council
lose weight to 48kg or toned up
bday gift hunting!help-
'A's my results,'B's at least
vacation with MokCitDut!(:
GPA 4.0 with scholarship *wishing-
find a stable career!
engagement? marriage?!

so thats what you think of me :(
is this the kind of morning greeting im getting?!
you're one peculiar american dude!
thanks la you botak, i mean Mat Salleh Botak Gila :P


what have i done to seduce you? name them.
you need some smacking! *grrr*
will make you eat that middle eastern cuisine we ordered in :)
remember the classic expression you gave? *chuckles*
still, thanks toning me down when im crazy
and cheering me up when i look a little too out of place ;D
btw, hows the girlfriend?-. lol.

Long Distance Relationship - LDR :((

being in LDR is very difficult and confusing
family relatives friends mean well, but in all honesty
they cant relate to the special challenges
that come with these romances

people like me have difficulty being in such relationships
or even talking about the possibility initially
i kept thinking, how was i to face the awkward discussions?
somehow i was falling for this man, i couldnt let go
and just forget about him right?-. im not crazy to do such a thing
gave it a shot and i didnt regret :))

LDR made me come to terms with whether my own relationship
would be capable of withstanding pressures
and expectations that comes with the distance..
which greatly require commitment, communication, time, and trust

being in a long distance relationship,
i knew i had to compromise, adjust, recalculate and reconsider
almost every aspect of the relationship..
making the relationship infinitely stronger as a result.
truth is, the distance forces me to assess the
quality and durability of my relationship
being geographically distanced from him helped me identify
whether my relationship is healthy and viable

people are always skeptical/condescending
about me and my partner's abilities to keep things going..
but ultimately i know its only up to me
with patience, trust and care, i know it can survive and work well
even despite the distance.. i always kept in mind
that communication leads to appreciation and evaluation

trust is essential, without it there's bound to be problems
jealousy occurs, ending up with one controlling
which often leads to mutual distrust
distance is a great help to slowly open up to this relationship
without the incessant presence of the partner
the romance stays kindled since we're not around each other 24/7

though, its frustrating that there isnt intimacy,
no hugging and kissing, the time difference is such a killer too :(
difficulties in connecting due to lack of eye contact
and no walks or dinners together :((

but then again, it makes the meetings so much more intense
then how it would be with a local relationship
its the quality not the quantity.
well right now, i just really wish i have him beside me
cuddling on the couch, laughing to silly sitcom
or maybe just looking at each other..

i wanna wake up to march, not christmas, not new year..
just the month of march. i love you baby-.